In My Thoughts Forever...

Dearest Boo:

This is the last time I write to you, not cuz I don't want to but cuz I don't have any other choice. Wish you could read my words & send me one of your classic messages, the kind of message that always put a smile on my face.

Four days ago while I was sleeping & dreaming you showed up in my dream. It was nice to see you again, it had been a long time since the last time we saw each other so I smiled & you did too. You told me "It's been a long time eh My? I'm glad we didn't fight this time. I've missed you"... How was I supposed to know I would only be able to hear your voice in dreams from now on. 

I'm so sorry for the way things went between us; you know I've apologized before for the way I behaved with you, I know I hurt you & it really sucks to know that you didn't deserve any of it. Just wanna say that I'm thankful & blessed cuz you took my broken heart in your hands and tried to mend it. 

Thanks for stopping by in my dream and tell me "Goodbye"; I never thought of this moment, it really hurts to know you're gone... I'm gonna miss you a lot, our e-mails, our classic fights, your crazy way of turning things around and made me feel guilty about arguing with you... I loved you & love you still, maybe not in the way you wanted but I swear I've always had. 

Thanx for everything Boo, the moments we shared will always remain.  

P.S. Do you remember how we shared our love for orchids? That was the topic of our first conversation ♥