Emptiness!

It seems like ages since the last time we talked, I wish you could just show up again. I have a hard time dealing with all this, I can't sleep, I can't find my peace of mind. 

I'm thankful for the time God let you be in my life, I just wish I could've told you more often how much you meant to me, cuz now you're just gone & it feels like all the words are stuck in my throat and I just can't seem to be able to breathe the same way without you.

If I could just know you're fine, maybe this whole bunch of feelings would be a bit easier for me to handle.

I dunno what to say, I just miss you so bloody much! My smile has faded away, I miss the bubbles & the magic you brought into my life. I miss my friend, I miss you, I really miss you loads ♥