Today everything started as a normal day; woke up, showered, went to work. Outside everything was gray, no only outside the world but also inside my world. I've been feeling kinda uhm not blue but kinda nostalgic.
I've been wondering lots of things, evaluating my life, reading a lot, thinking more than usual... I guess it happens every now and then that we sit down to evaluate our lives, well I did that in the past weeks.
I gotta say that when I do such thing, I kinda close myself to the world and concentrate all my thoughts in my world, selfish uh? Yeah I guess so, but is there any other way of getting to know yourself a bit better? I think not!
I'm the kind of person that likes to see the rain to believe that the sun will shine again! Plus without rain we cannot see the rainbow and that's such a bummer...
Well today rained, not a lot, but enough; I was in a kinda acid mood, not angry, not bitter, not sad, but more like "whatever". I came home and after a while I realized that a ray of light had dazzled me! I saw something that made me feel important again. Stupid? Maybe, but who cares!!!???
I think we all deserve to see the rainbow after a rainy day and enjoy the sunshine once its colors have vanished... now the question that I've been asking myself since I saw my rainbow... Was it fair to see its colors? Uhm, I dunno... All I know is that I've always loved its colors and what I feel when it appears in my day.
Me who owns a rainy heart... me who found a beautiful cloud and together have created great storms keeps on being moved by a distant but eternal rainbow that shows up now and then to remind me how wonderful the sky can be; me whose rainy heart has been warmed up by a great sun, me who loves her sun, a sun that doesn't shine enough 'cause of being afraid of giving too much light; me, whose heart doesn't rain unless the need of the rainbow comes back...
I've been wondering lots of things, evaluating my life, reading a lot, thinking more than usual... I guess it happens every now and then that we sit down to evaluate our lives, well I did that in the past weeks.
I gotta say that when I do such thing, I kinda close myself to the world and concentrate all my thoughts in my world, selfish uh? Yeah I guess so, but is there any other way of getting to know yourself a bit better? I think not!
I'm the kind of person that likes to see the rain to believe that the sun will shine again! Plus without rain we cannot see the rainbow and that's such a bummer...
Well today rained, not a lot, but enough; I was in a kinda acid mood, not angry, not bitter, not sad, but more like "whatever". I came home and after a while I realized that a ray of light had dazzled me! I saw something that made me feel important again. Stupid? Maybe, but who cares!!!???
I think we all deserve to see the rainbow after a rainy day and enjoy the sunshine once its colors have vanished... now the question that I've been asking myself since I saw my rainbow... Was it fair to see its colors? Uhm, I dunno... All I know is that I've always loved its colors and what I feel when it appears in my day.
Me who owns a rainy heart... me who found a beautiful cloud and together have created great storms keeps on being moved by a distant but eternal rainbow that shows up now and then to remind me how wonderful the sky can be; me whose rainy heart has been warmed up by a great sun, me who loves her sun, a sun that doesn't shine enough 'cause of being afraid of giving too much light; me, whose heart doesn't rain unless the need of the rainbow comes back...
It only takes a sunny day to find a way :o)
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